How Old Will You be in 2012?
You know what? They say 2012 is when the end of the world will happen, or the end of humanity. The Mayan calendar predicted this thousands of years ago, and even Nostradamus did, and even people who discovered the so-called Bible code say the year 2012 is mentioned in the Bible as an important year.
I'd rather believe in God than believe in "prophets", code breakers or fortune tellers. :) Seriously though, if the world is coming to an end in this lifetime, let His will be done. What should happen will happen.
To be honest I'm half scared, half indifferent about it. I'm scared because I'm not exactly the nicest person, I don't have tungkulin in church (only INC people will get this), and even if I do attend church twice a week, pray regularly, I have my doubts in my religion. I'm human after all. I also happen to like pointing at people and expecting then to be nice and saintly, wishing that people are nicer in the world, when in fact I'm not. I like cursing too, especially under my breath when I'm majorly pissed. I'm a sinner, all of us are, but also I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I don't stay out late and go party, I don't even date. (now you're thinking I probably don't have a life. But I do! I like being boring, thank you very much). So I'm kind of borderline evil witch, borderline boring goody two-shoes.
And I'm indifferent in a way because I don't believe, or I don't want to believe in the world ending in four years' time. Men can't predict the future, only God knows. Men are evil, two-faced, and sometimes men wants to play god, but I don't want to lose hope in humanity. Every once in a while, in the middle of a catastrophe, you see people who are not completely evil. I wonder if God feels the same way, or if He doesn't, if He really wants to destroy the world now. I wonder if I'll be able to live through it. But whatever. Like I said, if He decided to go with the ultimate fireball that will end everything in existence, it's okay. God knows what He's doing.
I can't help thinking if it's true though-- I'll be 27 in December 2012. Hindi pa ko nakakapag-Broadway! Hindi pa nakaka-abroad para makaaral ng MA in Asian Folklore or whatever! Hindi pako nagkaka shotaaaaaa! Still lots of things I want to do. Hindi pako pumapayat!! But if I don't get to do them in this lifetime, it's okay. I'll get sad probably, but it'll pass. All the success, the money, the knowledge, that's nothing if you don't believe. (Naks, palakpakan nyo ako)
Accept, accept, accept. I said this in college, in the middle of thesis and tears and frustrations and fears (nag-rhyme!), "Tanggap lang nang tanggap."
I'd rather believe in God than believe in "prophets", code breakers or fortune tellers. :) Seriously though, if the world is coming to an end in this lifetime, let His will be done. What should happen will happen.
To be honest I'm half scared, half indifferent about it. I'm scared because I'm not exactly the nicest person, I don't have tungkulin in church (only INC people will get this), and even if I do attend church twice a week, pray regularly, I have my doubts in my religion. I'm human after all. I also happen to like pointing at people and expecting then to be nice and saintly, wishing that people are nicer in the world, when in fact I'm not. I like cursing too, especially under my breath when I'm majorly pissed. I'm a sinner, all of us are, but also I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I don't stay out late and go party, I don't even date. (now you're thinking I probably don't have a life. But I do! I like being boring, thank you very much). So I'm kind of borderline evil witch, borderline boring goody two-shoes.
And I'm indifferent in a way because I don't believe, or I don't want to believe in the world ending in four years' time. Men can't predict the future, only God knows. Men are evil, two-faced, and sometimes men wants to play god, but I don't want to lose hope in humanity. Every once in a while, in the middle of a catastrophe, you see people who are not completely evil. I wonder if God feels the same way, or if He doesn't, if He really wants to destroy the world now. I wonder if I'll be able to live through it. But whatever. Like I said, if He decided to go with the ultimate fireball that will end everything in existence, it's okay. God knows what He's doing.
I can't help thinking if it's true though-- I'll be 27 in December 2012. Hindi pa ko nakakapag-Broadway! Hindi pa nakaka-abroad para makaaral ng MA in Asian Folklore or whatever! Hindi pako nagkaka shotaaaaaa! Still lots of things I want to do. Hindi pako pumapayat!! But if I don't get to do them in this lifetime, it's okay. I'll get sad probably, but it'll pass. All the success, the money, the knowledge, that's nothing if you don't believe. (Naks, palakpakan nyo ako)
Accept, accept, accept. I said this in college, in the middle of thesis and tears and frustrations and fears (nag-rhyme!), "Tanggap lang nang tanggap."